OH MY!!

 Month after month after month the Forerunners of the new energy have waited and anguished looking for signs of new life to manifest.  Alas....seems, at times, too little too late.

OH MY, OH MY!  We, as a collective are tired, bored, disillusioned and ready to "go Home".  The collective mind set seems to be "I can't take any more".  "I'll leave and come back when the rest of humanity is ready for me and the other Lightworkers that have worked so hard for so long.

I have not written much here in a while due to personal demands, challenges and the lack of passion to step-up-to-plate again.  I, like millions of other Forerunners, are ready to throw in the towel.

The extreme energies of the last 18 months have been taxing on so many.  Emotions are running high.  ALL emotions are being expressed.  Personally, I will be on the verge of a full blown crying binge, the next minute I will find myself full of anger .....not knowing why I need to cry or why I am angry.  It all seems to come and go without warning or control.  I realize I am an empath of other peoples' feelings but I have also realized many of these extreme emotional shifts are my "stuff".  These fits seem to manifest much like a tsunami.  The waters/emotions pull back suddenly before the full force of the power serge hits.

 Oh my, Oh my.  What a trip Ascension and the accompanying symptoms are!  No wonder the Souls that are not informed of the process are all taking Prozac and prescription drugs to try to illuminate the pain and frustrations. 

Breathing is an excellent relief most of the time, but personally, I forget to do it.  Something as simple as a deep breath can calm the wildest/craziest of emotions or fears.  One deep breath has the power to keep the force of an emotional tsunami from destruction.  How simple, yet how silly we are not to use the power of the peaceful breath.

I choose to breathe.  I choose to breathe. I choose to breathe. I choose peace. I choose peace.  I choose peace.

And so it is. Right Here, Right Now.

No Time, No Space

 This morning I returned to write the rest of my July blog and found I did not finish or publish my June message.  With that said.....it will be published in the NOW!  :)  Funny thing is, I started both messages the same way without realizing it.  Obviously the energies have just continued as July moves forward.  We are still experiencing much of the Same-Ole, Same-Ole.  Alas......



Oh my, Oh my.....it is already June 2014.  Time, or our perception of time/space, is speeding by us and within us.  I, personally, have pretty much lost all concept of what day it is, much less what time of day I am experiencing.

Since my daughter's wedding on May 3 my life has taken a slower cadence.  For the first two weeks upon my return there was a period of intense clearing and emotional detoxification.  This time was interesting for me to watch as an observer.  I did not realize at the time that it was a time for many individuals to cleanse and detox too. Emotions were on high alert for many and physical symptoms seemed to be sinus drainage, sore throats and upper respiratory congestion.  Some, or all of these symptoms, have held on for the last month.  While I went through this process in early May, I am hearing from clients, friends and students that they are just Now creating these annoying physical shifts.

The slow down of schedule has also given me "time" to catch up on home chores and recreate some New in my living environment.  This was much needed as the "time" has come for a new chapter in our lives.  Those of us aware of the current shifts (especially since 2012) are slowly but surely opening ourselves to change and new directions.  For the forerunners of the New Energy/New World it seems to have taken forever!!  The sense of being "stuck" or feeling the energies of an unknown, unseen death have been challenging to go through with ease and grace.  For most of us, our patience in waiting for the new energies to settle upon and within us is maxed out.

Our human-ness cries out,  

"When are we going to get on with what we came here to do?  We do not see our intended creations being manifested in 3D!  What the hell????  I'm tired, I WANT TO GO HOME!  The rest of you guys WAKE UP already!!!!"

As we observe the other aspects and people in our lives we can not overlook the rage that is escalating at a rapid speed also.  Road rage is every where it seems.  Here is West Texas everyone is complaining about the lack of awareness of people driving and the reckless behavior of so many people behind the wheel.  This lack of awareness of others in a space continues in the shopping malls and grocery stores.  Many of us have changed our shopping schedule to go early in the morning so as to avoid all the "crazies" that come out later in the day.  Getting to and from the stores seem to be dangerous enough, but shopping isles become treacherous and require the skills similar to walking through a field of land mines.  I find myself dodging to and fro trying to avoid the unconscious shoppers that have no idea that anyone else exist in the store, or the planet for that matter.


To be continued in July.......